It’s everywhere, it’s everywhere
I feel crowded in this empty room and alone in a crowded room
Paradoxical only when you haven’t been there
Only when you haven’t felt the same words mean different upon repetition
“LEAVE me alone” “Leave ME alone”
“STAY gone” “Stay GONE”
Serenity
Where have you abandoned me?
It happens everywhere now, did I tell you? It happens everywhere
Triggered
What theme do I fit you in? You were everything
I see a glimpse of you in every tangible, intangible only in these distorted memories
I’m doing it again, this little thing where I trace back my steps
To make sure I don’t step on the lines I’ve already stepped on
Mistake
noun
Definition 1: “an act or judgement that is misguided or wrong”
Definition 2: “something, especially a word, figure, or fact, which is not correct; an inaccuracy”
verb
Definition 3: “be wrong about”
Definition 4: “wrongly identify someone or something as”
I burnt every page, except the corner of the last one, last abstraction
Because every time you ended a thought, you pressed the ballpoint a bit too hard
Almost to the point where, the next page, inherited, the pain of the precedent
Your subtle ways a secret I have kept
You, on the other hand, have vanished
“Just because you’re around doesn’t mean that you’re around.”
Scatteredmockingbirds 